Sunday, January 08, 2006
Why can't I learn how to say "NO" for once??
As I reflect upon myself everytime, I realise I don't know how to reject people at all.
I hardly ever said "NO" firmly except when it comes to $$ issues.
Not really sure if being nice is bad. It's just not me to be able to reject people's help right in their faces. I don't wish to spoil any relationship going on.
I'm still feeling guilty not accompanying Aunt Mona (Sean's mum) or be there to help her.
Sigh, can someone give me a hard knock on my head or help me reject?
I'm not trying to be the perfect Miss Nice out there, somehow, I just can't be so cold hearted and then to see people so sad. I feel sad when I hear sad stories, I feel sad when I see people sad...
I think I can only say "NO" when it comes to $$ cause I really don't have extra to spare to help. Broke off with Sean and on the same day he msg me to borrow $. I was still moody and I was going like "$ can always earn back but not love" then I transferred like $150 to him.
All my friends were like "Are you NUTS? He broke off with you and went off with another girl and yet you still lend him $"
And I was like "Nevermind la, he was nice to me in the past and taken care of me before sooo..."
sighhhh...... 好想再次享受被爱的感觉.......
*Who can catch the cute STITCH stuff toy 4 me?
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