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Thursday, April 13, 2006
  Dilema

Ok, semester is ending and I'm feeling very pissed of paying ten thousands but not being able to receive at least half of money's worth education...

Mainstudy is really not moneyback at all if it's the core of what I'm paying for...

I really have no idea what was I suppose to gain through this whole year of education. I don't understand my own works, why is it good, or why is it bad...

I don't understand why a C can't be played over a G7 and still be able to sound "nice". I want to understand the break through of creating dissonance harmony in jazz yet able to create that conssonance sound... Help me...someone... (-_-)

He's a damn good performer, but as a composer?? eh?? I cannot possibly graduate and say that my teacher is *** and he learned from the infamous Evan parker but I super lousy right... throw his face...

Damn depressed, really getting into the anti-social mode... I'm stucked and I really hope I can get a teacher who can really teach the foundation well so I can graduate from the college, feel proud and say,"Yea, I've learnt from these lecturers and *** was one of them. They're GREAT!"

Who can understand what I'm going through now... I don't want him to feel bad nor that he's lousy or anything negative. I don't want to hurt his ego if possible... oh...MEN... =sighz=

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