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Wednesday, January 23, 2008
  old cranky & stubborn

I seriously hope I'll be mindful of my words actions and everything when I age, as from what I observed, as man ages, they become cranky, stubborn, demanding and insist that everything from them is words of wisdom.

Seemingly, must be my dad felt the financial pinch of being so gung ho and offering to pay this and that for my grandma.

Well, I watched u aged as u watchedme grow. I know your spending habits and they're of cos indeed waste of $. It's funny how you are willing to pay for my immature cousin yet not willing to go any extra mile for your own daughter, perhaps thinking your own daughter is independent enough.

Luckily I am and am not relying on you on any means when coming to $. For your info, since u like to dig history with me, I've been sustaining my own interest in music since grade 7 all the way till now. that's $200 every month without fail all the way till today, I'm paying twice to learn from two of the best teachers I can ever find.

God damn it I'll pay $220 every month just to pro-long my grandma's life but for you in the future, HELL NO WAY! For all that I am today, it's grandma who provided the most for me, in love, money, emotional support etc. You've been missing, womanizing around, did the most atrocious things that you think I'm unaware but I fully am.

Well, guess u can rely on Lyncoln to care for you since he's highly unlikely to get married and have a family. He hates kids, sort of, finds them damn irritating and troublesome so yes, both of you two man can live happily ever after together.

It's very sweet of Fabian to offer financial support to me. Thanks very much sweetie but I'm ok. =) It just means less indulgence in concerts and good food which I'm perfectly fine with watching TV and practicing at home and staring at the computer playing online Blokus.

U know, in actual fact, there isn't much difference in my life with a dad or without. If there're people who are able to live simply yet happy, I believe I can do so too.

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